- How did we change, from something to nothing?

A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. I'm praying that you and me might end up together again. But it's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert. But I'm holding you closer than most, beause you are my heaven.

I hate how much I love you, boy. I can’t stand how much I need you. But I just can’t let you go. And you completely know the power that you have - the only one who can make me laugh. One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me, and your kiss won’t make me weak. But no one in this world knows me the way you know me. So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.

What hurts the most, is that we got so close and having so much to say, and watching you walk away without never knowing what we could have had together. And not seeing that loving you was the only thing I did.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it. It's hard to force that smile when I just want to cry. It's getting harder to get up, getting dressed and living with this regret. But I know if I could do it all over again, I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.

I shouldn't cry, but I'm too broken to move on and I still can't belive you're gone.